Sabotage

V1:

Ten foot walls and razor wire

Electrified and land mines

Like a castle on a hill

Defenses ready to kill

Yet you dare come near

A white knight and noble steed

Hoping to succeed

At breaking down the walls

Chorus:

Real love, it's not what I'm used to

So I sabotage

I drive a wedge, it's what I do

I push you away when I shouldn't want to

I push you away when I should want you

I push you away even though I want you

V2:

You pull me in, despite the pain

Show more grace than I deserve

See through my flaws

And love what's underneath

Treat me better than I do myself

Even when I curse you for it

Picking fights

Over nonexistent slights

Chorus:

Real love, it's not what I'm used to

So I sabotage

I drive a wedge, it's what I do

I push you away when I shouldn't want to

I push you away when I should want you

I push you away even though I want you

Bridge:

Whisper my name with tender care

I'll find reason to shout

Gift me a horse

I'll stare it in the mouth

Try to build a house

I'll just strike a match 

Chorus:

Real love, it's not what I'm used to

So I sabotage

I drive a wedge, it's what I do

I push you away when I shouldn't want to

I push you away when I should want you

I push you away even though I want you