If I'm Being Honest

V1:

It's been a while since I said your name

Yeah time's really flown since you said mine

Been 3 years and I thought I was fine

But then, a picture popped up on my feed

And I got sucked back into the memories

Thinking back to who we used to be

Damn I'm so close to picking up the phone

Not much worth saying but the thoughts run wild

Chorus:

If I'm being honest

I never wanted it this way

But I couldn't see a way through our trials

We couldn't be what the other needed

When we said goodbye it tore me up inside

Know I did the leaving but still left me reeling

All these emotions ain't my style

But it's all what I'd say

If I'm being honest

V2:

It's been a while since I spent this much time

Reminiscing of days gone by

Sifting photos of a bygone high

Can't help this small frown

Find I'm caught up in how

The smiles looks so different now

Chorus:

If I'm being honest

I never wanted it this way

But I couldn't see a way through our trials

We couldn't be what the other needed

When we said goodbye it tore me up inside

Know I did the leaving but still left me reeling

All these emotions ain't my style

But it's all what I'd say

If I'm being honest 

Bridge:

I'll keep these thoughts to myself

Remember that I've long moved on

But maybe if we cross paths someday

On a sidewalk I could say

Chorus:

If I'm being honest

I never wanted it this way

But I couldn't see a way through our trials

We couldn't be what the other needed

When we said goodbye it tore me up inside

Know I did the leaving but still left me reeling

All these emotions ain't my style

But it's all what I'd say

If I'm being honest